來自：ywsing0
時間：Mon May 19 22:23:31 2008
| a waterless mouth. a whole-day-work's tire. a place with dreaded-dry air-conditioning. lots of waiting. nervousness. no warm-ups. no cup and water for me. a wrong day in bad voice. common mistakes also in previous performances. excuses. more and more excuses. and quite a unsatisfactory audition...... in front of Ｗ, Ｊ and Ｇ. May not be that I cannot sing in chorus, but that my plan to impress the auditioners failed. It was probably my worst singing in last two months. And it was not the Ｆ#, but the tightness throughout the body keeping me from pouring the sound. Coarse and hoarse. Two or three times I tried to correct myself but in vain. A hard voice tonight actually. I know it's wrong when I can't even stand correctly, and the little pain in vocal cord afterwards indicate I was anti-technique. Sight-sing... oh shit. That's something really needed practice. First trial and Ｗ asked me "what were you singing?" after my retry he said "now you're little bit better. It's possible to hear one note or two." Holy shit...... I heard them whispering "B1? B2?," but finally Ｊ said T2 as I replied a Ｇ in my range. Lesson learnt: singing is preparation. Five minutes of singing, 24 hours' preparation. that's at least. a fine sleep, a healthy body, energetic legs, a good mood, a crystal clear mind. Why sleep late? If it was last year I'd apply a half- or whole-day leave for this. And why did you not bring the most ever vital Dihydrogen Monoxide bottle to hydrate yourself??? Recalling last time, a accompanist well-practiced with you will benefit you in so many way. and btw the overall level of all candidates is higher this time, probably since they need less in Don carlo. No time for regrets. Still have to work tomorrow. But hey, I believe my time will come. |