為甚麼是她

來自:ywsing0
時間:Sun Sep 14 23:31:22 2008


週六午間去奧海城新的食坊,那不供茶水的牌子尤其惹厭,建議大家不要去這種違反進食原則、只看你錢包的地方吃飯。之後上課。

晚上和舅父在何文田吃飯,只得六人。之後舅父開車往探病,清姨一面土黃色的樣子慘不忍睹,姨長那姊姊坐在一角鼻子也哭得通紅。醫生說大抵一星期,現在只有不斷打止痛針。偶爾張開眼睛,雖然叫喊聲和眼神被嗎啡弄得一片模糊、散亂,但你明顯覺到她的心思是那樣清醒,因為無論見到人的反應,以至按遙控的電紐,都是心裏那麼明白。神智清明卻被身體煎熬,剩下除非奇蹟便是等待,想想都覺心痛。人孰無死,但比起之前幾次的親戚,阿姨年歲未到無端得病,心有餘而力不足,頑強之餘還是得這境地,為甚麼是她呢?

週日中秋正日反而沒節目。連維園也挺悶蛋。

"A person with ubuntu is open and available to others, affirming of others, does not feel threatened that others are able and good, for he or she has a proper self-assurance that comes from knowing that he or she belongs in a greater whole and is diminished when others are humiliated or diminished, when others are tortured or oppressed." (Archbishop Desmond Tutu)